In honor of Canada Day, show us your favorite Canadian.
At first I thought I liked Canada, but then I had an Canadian English teacher. I can't say that I didn't like her, but every time I think of or hear anything about Canada I think about her. She was very "definite", she knew what she wanted, and as I usually said: "She knows how to use her diaphragm!". She was always talking in a very loud voice, we could almost feel her breath touch our faces when we sat in the back of the class room. I have never been to Canada, so if I like Canada as a country, is still a question! The other question is: Do I know about any famous person who was born in Canada? hmmm... Joni Mitchell? Maybe I should go to Canada and see if there is someone that I can take with me home, and make him to my favorite Canadian!? Maybe! :)
I'm glad I didn't sell the old one, because the computer I was given in Christmas present doesn't work!!, of course...So, I'm using my old Acer notebook. I don't like it, but it's working. I found an interesting program "Audacity" (you can download it for free) - you can record stuff at home, and it's not hard at all to cut and paste and add effects...pretty funny!!
This is what it can look like...
And this is what it can sound like *laughter*. If you have a good microphone that, in this case, lets you record "higher" notes (I don't have one:) ), if you are a good singer, and if you practice for more than five minutes, it will sound better :) !! I need to practice...
But I think you already know that? Or?
A definition of an idiot is: an Idiot is a synonym for someone who believes USA to be the only nation equipped with the Internet.(http://www.urbandictionary.com)
Or take a look at this picture...
The question is: Would life be easier without them? Now I'm referring to the guys who would fit in the category "assholes". I'm serious. What would we do without them? I'm not talking about these boys who are called "nice guys" = the bad guys, who look good and seems to be well behaving but only wants to "you know what"!! And smokes "cigarettes". Then we have the other ones. The other ones are: The guys, can be girls too (are often girls), who seem to be brainwashed. Or the question is: Do they have a brain? Not because they do stupid things, but because they are so rude. The question is maybe more: Do they have a heart? Or do they suffer from some kind of mental illness. Surely they do, If you ask me.
There are these kind of people who, for example, BELIEVE in god and read the bible every day. Who does? They go to church because they want their sins to be forgiven, but if you read the bible and act like a true Christian, what kind of sins do you commit? The sins you don't ever talk about, who only god can forgive? I don't know...How can you come and tell someone things about how they should act and not, what they should wear and not, when this person (this time it was me) know/knew FOR SURE that I didn't do anything wrong, what is the problem? Some people just don't have anything else to do but to nag their friends and family and preach about what they think is RIGHT and what you do WRONG!! That is STUPID Sooooooooooo STUPID!!.
But one thing that is even more stupid is that YOU are the only one who is responsible for what you are feeling, and YOU are the only one who can say NO, and walk away, because the others (I don't think so) wont do that? Or? But you never do that until it's too late. And that is even worse, because somehow there is a small little part in these people that you love. And you are so foolish that you let them trick you, and you forget about all the other ones who loves you too...Or? I think I have been tricked many times!?!
But I think you have to watch yourself, and let everyone show what they really feel, sometimes it can be good stuff that you are missing. And then it's stupid to run away too early, but mostly you feel it in your gut. I think the most important thing is to not forget that no one is perfect, and even YOU do stupid things. Sometimes it's good to forgive, and forget. Sometimes you shouldn't do that!! But smart people hopefully know when it has gone too far. But the human being is egoistic, everyone thinks that they are smart. Even the Idiots and bastards and fools and god knows who. Hitler? The girl who thought that the elephant was bigger than the moon? This discussion (which I'm having with myself :) ) is to be continued....
Once upon a time, or last Tuesday.....I went to a studio and recorded a song, just for fun, I can't say that I'm happy with the result. First I think that I could have done BETTER, the first verse is very "sur", "SUR". ...there is a part at the end that sounds pretty strange, a part that should be cut out...But whatever. It was fun! It's good when you have something that you can compare with, which makes you work harder and makes you practice more. I still don't think that I'm good, and I feel pretty embarrassed about this "song". But whatever!! Someone has to listen, he he he!! And, Again, I really think things like these help you develop and work harder...And the song is "Soul mate" by Natasha Bedingfield,... or this time by me :).
I have done something that is...not very smart. I have been sitting and kind of picked at the skin on my heels, on my heel-skin? Right now it doesn't look very good, if I should describe it...I think of the surface of the moon - a lot of craters. And blood, not very good! It hurts too, why am I so stupid? I could show you a picture, but I'm sure about one thing, that you wouldn't like to see it. Sometimes you just sit and do nothing and you find yourself doing something stupid like destroying a pen or tearing a piece of paper or a napkin into thousands of pieces...why?
I hate my job soooooooooo much that I can't even understand it...It's not even worth the money - this is something that I will regret that I wrote when I get my first salary. I can't understand that I can think these thoughts?!? I wish I were somewhere else! There are not even words for it, I would rather be a stay-at-home mom for the coming two years, and I don't even have a child yet, but other's children works fine too...I really wish that I never in my life will have to take this kind of job again, it's killing me from the inside, that's it! I need to make a promise to myself, maybe?
I couldn't "help myself" it must feel like you really have to throw up when you see this, this is so disgustingly...freaked...:) I can barely walk...
..it has gone a long time since I wrote something!?! That is because I'm so f*****g tired, and that takes a lot of energy. It feels like I'm dying. I'm so tired that I don't even feel like writing something (even though I almost wrote a song yesterday)... but I'm glad the cold I had last week is gone. Gosh, that was the worst cold I ever have had. It feels like I have forgotten everything about the stuff that has to do with "English", I wonder how grammar sometimes can be so complicated, but whatever! I have recorded a song in a studio, maybe I'll let you listen when the studio guy has sent me the song. That was fun, I can tell you.
That is a good question. My nose is blocked, extremely blocked, and i have nose bleed almost everyday because I can't use any of my nose sprays any longer, probably because they are to strong. i have stopped using them now, so hopefully the nose bleeding thing will disappear. I think I have got some kid of cold or something, every muscle is sore and my throat is even sorer, and red...
Here comes an update: :)
I had applied for a course, but they had changed the schedule, which means that I can't attend. They couldn't understand me when I tried to explain that you can't take two to four days off from work every month, because you have to do something else, from the beginning they had said that it would take place on Saturdays and Sundays, instead of like now Tuesdays and Wednesdays. I don't know what to do, I can't just "don't work" either, because than I won't have any money. I went to the bank, but they didn't want to lend me any money :(, because they thought that I earn to little. The question is; Do rich people want to lend money?
It is midsummer next week, I just have to decide what I'm going to do then. Hopefully this midsummer is going to be a good one. Usually I hate these kind of occasions, I don't know why, but they are like birthdays, I don't like them. That is a pity, because I really like to have fun, and meet new people.
My cousin is going to get married in two weeks, and they asked me if i wanted to be the one who holds the bouquet of flowers while they put the rings on each others fingers...I don't want to do it. But I have to, they think that I'm too, what they call "vulgar", which I can't understand. I can't understand why they asked me. They are so very into "the church thing" and I'm not, I don't even think that I believe in Jesus and God and everything that comes with it. I have already bought a dress, and I hope they let me wear it...I think I have to sleep or something.
Some day I will move to a place where the weather is sunnier and the air dryer then here...I prefer that kind of weather.
Another "student"-party, this time in Malmö. It was my cousin, Oscar, (my dad's brother's son..:) ) who graduated.
He was "pretty drunk". That was maybe a little early, because the clock was 19:00, but maybe that is a part of ...hmmm...everything...?!? :)
His brother (Johan or as I understand, also called Johnny) is in a band and they are now going on some kind of tour, this time to Italy, I want to go to Milan too...That must be quite a big event for them..I always forget the name of their band, but now I remember, Pretty Wild, they have a homepage too, check it out. It is not my type of music, but...whatever!! They explained that they had found a skilled singer from Stockholm, maybe this guy who is singing is skilled, but not what I would call skilled :).
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