I need to write...

...because it feels like...I can't even come up with something good! :)

A couple of weeks ago a crazy guy added me on msn, I didn't wanna talk to him so I just said that I was busy. (Anyone who knows me, knows how much I hate msn(messenger) and facebook. This is a very important fact!! Even though it might not seem like I do, I DO.)Then he asked me what I was doing, so I said that I was writing a blog post. He asked me what my blog was about. I didn't know what to say, so I said that it was about me, myself and I. That made him really angry, because he though that was the most egoistic thing a person can do. Spend time on writing about things you already know about, and that no one really needs to know. But during the meaningless conversation we had, it really felt like he was one of the most egoistic persons I have ever met. Isn't that strange? Maybe it's egoistic to write about yourself, but actually, you can decide what you want to read, right?  blog posts are not like advertisment.

Anyway...back to the "egoistic talk". I had applied for a couple of courses at 'högskolan', but then when I had moved and everything, just so I didn't have to spend 2 hours on bus rides in the morning, and in the afternoon, one of them was canceled. Which now means that I have to live on 3900 SEK/month = $471 I didn't subtract the rent for the apartment. Good luck! So now I'm trying to find a job. But the problem is that NO ONE employs now because of the recession. Excuse me all Americans, but I think that some highly placed officials has a role in this problem. Not my problem, of course. But the economic crisis. I'm so fed up with the topic that I don't even want to think about it! THE END!

Right now I don't know what I want at all! That is a problem. I suppose I have to wipe, you know what I mean..not floors. I wish it was floors, for the rest of the spring, and summer. If I get a job. They have to give me a job, someone must. Otherwise I don't know what to do....I think that I have wanted "one thing" for the last three or four years or so, but right now it feels like I want something else.

And inspite of all this, I have thousands of things to do, I went to IKEA last week, so now I have a couple of book cases that I have to put together - very funny! At least I have a bed now. I have to buy books for school, it takes time to compare prices. I'm thinking about taking singing lessons because it feels like I have to do something that I think is funny too. But the problem now is that I don't know if I can afford it?