QotD: Ch-ch-ch-ch-changes

If you could change one thing about your life, what would it be? What's keeping you from making that change?

If I could change one thing I would choose the thing of most importance, The thing that would make the sense to me. I need to focus. I can't walk through life as I do right now, doing hundreds of things. I have to choose one thing and focus on that. That is what I want to change about my life. Because I do so much I know so much about everything and that is not good. I won't have the energy, that I have now, forever. Things might change and I don't want to ruin myself because I didn't do something in time. I guess I have to decide what I want to focus on. The first thing I have to do is to do things for myself, read good books, watch movies that will put me in a good mood, eat things that I like, sleep longer in the morning, get a TV, watch TV and maybe some more stuff.

What's keeping you from making the change? I don't know is not a good answer, because I don't know means I know but I don't want to think about it, or I don't want to try to think about it, or I know but I don't wanna tell you. First I guess I have to find the root to the problem. Why am I doing all this stuff? Why do I read too many books that don't make happier? Why havn't I got a TV? Why do I feel like I have to do all this? Why can I just don't speed down a little. Because it would cause me to think about things that I don't want to think about? Why do I have to learn more? I don't have to learn more about everything, I have to learn more about the things that I'm going to focus on. Nothing is keeping me from making this change except from me, the good thing with that is that I can change. I'm going to try to slow down. To have one evening each week when I just do nothing. Nothing but wasting time on things that I like. No school or work stuff. I still don't know what is keeping me from doing this more in detail, maybe I have to think about that.